Rainy days

Its not always easy. Not that I expect it to be, but when hard comes around I am not prepared.
 I would say that 80 % of Juan and I's relationship is great, 10 percent is past great beyond fantastic and into perfect, 5% is awkward,and 5% is..... Well challenging. If you ask him he might say something different sense our different views on things is what makes up the 5% challenging portion of us. Now I will tred lightly here, cuz blogging has a thin line. I know nobody actaully reads but what of the slight chance that they do? So I am trying to keep all my post strictly on our progress and not on emotion( not become a diary i guess).... But I came to the full conclusion of two things.

1: Im an emotional being, therfore 95% of my life is based on emotion and

 2: this is our story right? Of how we began? How our lives were shaped? So doesnt my feelings count into that?

I thought that if I slept on it the feelings would go away, but to my luck... they didnt. We dont fight often, but when we do I really cant stand it. our Saturday started like this...( speaking emotions)

And quickly turned into...

Although I am a big fan of rainy days, Yesterday was a bad rainy day.  One of those with muddy and what not.
I wont go into detail as to why we were fighting, but we both were wrong. We ended up going to the RSL game (which RSL won) together with long faces and bad moods. Its was the worst. I love him and want to show him everyday how much I love him... not my best moment.
Any way point of this post... none.. just had to write something about my feelings before it got worse.
Now I think I will go see him and tell him how much I love him...

Yours Truly,