Bam... in your face!

I did it!!! I just had to tell you all...
Im at work at MK right now and usually I wouldnt blog smack in the middle of the day, There is just so much of the day left to blog about.

But this was to epic for me not to tell you..

Not to let of my chest..

I have been sooooo sick of my job at Alpine,

SOOOOOOOOOOOO

SICK!!

Having such a heard time with my "supervisor" who spent most of his time 

doing the high school.. and talking about me to other coworkers. 

I had put up with it. 

I had asked him to stop.

I had turned the other check.

But enough! 

I found another job here at MK and planned on waiting a while longer and doing

both jobs just for stability.

But on Saturday a coworker called and informed me that he was talking about me again

to her... 

So I sat and thought about it. 

And this morning when I was due to go in to work I text him and said I was ill and wouldnt be going in.

His response.. "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? I HAVE A BLEEDING ULCER!"

HAHAHA He is always and forever sick.. 

Last time with the "flu" 

His pupils were the size of needles!!!

That is no flu! that is being high!!

But whatever I went to bed and didnt think twice until now.

I thought... 

Why am I letting myself be treated this way? 

Why am I still working for a company that allows supervisors to act this way?

So I did what I thought was best! 

And I told him exactly how sad and pathetic he appeared for obsessing on my life.  

And 

I QUIT!!!! 

GOOD BYE 4 YEAR OLD USELESS JOB! 

And bam just like that.. 

I am free.. :) 

Yours Truly,

New chapter..

Change is about the scariest thing..
I love changes, but I now feel like I have a lot riding on me
so when changing something there is much to gain or lose.

Alpine Air has been a great job until now, and unfortunately at this point in life... it is no longer the right thing.
I had applied for new jobs, and gotten a great response and have been offered many of the jobs I've applied for and ALL the jobs i have interviewed for.  I feel sooo blessed to be able to find a job so quickly. I have been offered a job with MK virtual office and have decided with Juan, that this is the right thing for us right now. I had planned on keeping Alpine Air for a while, but im not sure if its worth it anymore. So Juan and I have much to decide and talk about.
Baby is growing fast and Braxton Hicks are a pain in the tummy.. But im happy to feel her kick each day and let me know that she is growing and strong. I just bought her coming home suit today!!! I found a cute sweet suit in Burlington coat factory. Its a boy suit but with some pink that ill add.. It will be really cute for kai.
ill post pictures soon for all to see.

Layla is in heat as you all are aware.
Tomorrow we take her to meet her mate!
Im nervous but I know that she is an amazing pup and will be fine.
She will be due the day after I am so hopefully Ill go first so I can help her through her first birth.

New job, Baby on the way, Laylas puppies on the way... and Juan doing his DAT stuff! Much to look forward to. Im super grateful for all the blessings that we are receiving. Just hope baby gets here soon!

Yours Truly, 

ITS TIME!!

So for those of you have followed my blog, know that Layla is my best friend( apart from you hunny.. ) and I had been really trying to decide if we wanted to risk breeding her. I had posted before about this subject. And we had decided we would but we would wait for her next cycle after turning 2.

Guess who just went into heat!! The day after her 2nd b day! So I i went looking for a Dane male to  make my Layla a real women. We found one and im thinking this might be good. Im scared though. I hope all goes well.. So next week we will be traveling to meet her mate.. Wish us luck!

My baby gal .. 2 Years

I know its funny..
I know its unusual..
I know what you might be thinking...
But she really is my baby.
Layla Mae turned 2 today!
My little puppy is now 2!!
So what do people do when its their date of birth?

Thats right!! 

They have a birthday party!

So today after church Juan helped me to make doggy/human cakes.

I had forgotten of this day, but yesterday Juan took her to her comprehension exam at the vets

and when I looked through her papers I realized that today was the big 2!

So due to the short notice on my part we only invited Hachi and Linda. 

Next year ill be more prepared.

We gave them their cakes, sang the happy birthday song and Nina blew out the candles.

We laughed at how funny they all acted when given frosting..

" really?? can i eat it? your giving my human food??"

and got an even bigger laugh when Layla had a full 6 cup cakes and went and stole Lindas untouched cake.

When all was done mom cleaned the mess left on the floor and 

the rest of us sat to talk and cuddle with our doggys. 

I realized just how short life is. 

I know shes a dog..

who does a b day party for a dog???

ME! 

We are her whole world. She waits for her humans to come home..

the least I can do is show her that she is still a part of mine. 

She has little time left. Danes live short lives and I know that every year she comes nearer and nearer 

to that day when ill have to hold her close and let her go. 

The thought makes me feel empty..

someone once asked if we thought dogs went to Heaven with us 

Or a special doggy Heaven..

I dont know..

All I know that for me Heaven wont be Heaven unless I have everyone I love with me...

and Layla is my first baby. 

If she isnt there, Ill be packing up my bags and moving to 

doggy Heaven.

Love ya Layla Mae..

Yours Truly,

Darling Clothes for a Darling Gal

Its frustrating how quickly I get sick of things... Im sick of the look of my blog again.

Im pretty sure I just redid it like 3 months ago

Yet im ready to change it again.

So once again ill be preparing my blog for a full make over.

Its Friday and Im finishing up at work soon. Im hoping that this week I can spend it doing baby stuff... Time if flying by and im no where ready to bring home a living kicking eating pooping screaming critter.. Nope Nope Nope. There has just been so much to get done NOW that baby is on the back burner (although im well aware that baby is coming). So nothing has been finished for poor Makaila. BUT..... im hoping that this weekend will put a stop to my laziness and get me going. Making burp cloths, blankets, getting letters, finishing closet, making kais storage boxes, deciding on blessing dress, finding coming home outfit, and the list goes on. Just simple but somewhat important Items to get done.

So here are our options for coming home outfits.. thoughts?

So I love that its a sweat suit.. Which is exactly what I wanted.. The color is not my fav. 

They had a cuter one that is redish orange and pink but its twice as much!! No gracias. 

Love this its so cute... girly and simple. With a cute lite hair band with a flower? We already have white converse. Just looks so comfy 

Ok I dont know this little girl.. But they are yoga pants for babys! UMMM heck ya! 

I would have to make it obviously but isnt it cute? with a white jacket and onsie? 

So those are my options right now... :) 

My family has a tradition.. well actually its a "new" tradition. My grandma (moms mom) made my blessing dress. And all five of us wore it for our blessing. 

So my mom wants to do the same. 

She wants to make Kais dress, but I obviously have to pick it out. 

So I have been on the look out so that mom can get started soon.. 

Here are the options for that.

I soooo Love this.. Its not traditional at all.. But I love it. its simple. Clean and if I could make it bit size for kai then I would love to see her in something like this. I just love the sleeves

Granted that this baby is just uber cute and would make anything look good, But I really did want something like this with layers ruffles. Very romanticesk.. I would need it longer for sure and with sleeves. But soo cute.

Ok if I have to go traditional then this would be it. It just fits soo nicely. 

Again I like.. Just simple. 

Anyway. Ill talk to hubs and see what he thinks of this. Although Im sure he wont have much of an opinion. ** psh** Men....

grrr I have been blogging for an hours now. And I still have a full hour here at work.. BLAH!! 

Hopefully hubs and I get to registering for baby stuff soon. Baby Shower is in two weeks so ill have to get to it.

What are your thoughts? better to have many small baby showers of one big one with his family and my family?

Yours Truly,

new and old stuff.

31 weeks... we are getting there. It feel slow- but its coming. Im no where ready for her I feel, But I cant wait to see her and hold her! I have had a pretty narrly cough this past week. I feel that I have worked out my abs more then I didnt in high school.. I wonder what baby feels each time I have a serious cough attack. Hubby is taking care of us though so hopefully ill be up and running like new soon.

Got another job-- super easy stuff. Its from 9:00-2:00 pm so Its nice to have something to do in the afternoons. And I honestly get paid to do nothing but answer to emails and surf the web. Yay!

How does one tell the difference between Braxton hicks and contractions?  Im having one of the two a few times a day. Im not sure if its normal or if its due to the sweet cough I have right now. Two week tell the next doctor apt So ill see how it all panes out tell then.

Anyway-- nothing new for now. Just working.. A LOT and trying to figure out our next steps with baby/ home/ family and work..

Date night Friday... we are going to register for the baby shower.. Idea?? what are the must haves for baby??

Yours Truly,