August 11 post

August 11:
It happened.. We were soo not planning for this. We were taking precautions so this wouldnt happen... yet here it is!! I stood outside the bathroom as Juan went in to find out what our future holds.. And it is positive! We are PREGGO!! How?? well I thought the same thing..

Then I realize that...

Havasupai is now a no go next year

Now what??

And then I realize something even  more important..

our lives have changed.

Just like that.

We are now parents

 Doesnt matter that baby is only a mass of cells.

A few min before it was Juan and Ale

And just like that 

its Juan Ale and Baby..

First reaction was to hug baby daddy... Im scared.. how?? Why? He assures me its ok and that we will be fine. He takes a shower and I sit to cry for a moment. Im so not ready to be baby momma. My body isnt ready. But then I compose myself before baby daddy sees me. 

I spent that night scared. I didnt want to talk about it. I didnt want to think about it.. Poor baby daddy was soo excited and here is baby momma sooo not excited.

Then Today August 11 

I woke up and..  

I held my belly.. 

I just grabbed it

and I knew life changed more then I can imagine.

But I knew that for some reason the Lord felt we were ready

No idea why he would think that... 

But he does, other wise he wouldnt send one of his children

to us. 

So I will do the best to prepare now for baby. 

and....

I couldnt be more excited! 

I have been on pinterest all day

Looking at nursery's 

toys

clothes

and all the fun stuff baby will get!

I cant pin yet cuz it will defiantly give it away 

We have already decided how to announce to our parents that they will be grandparents soon! Im writing this day by day to record our happy news but you wont be reading this until later I just hope I can keep my mouth shut until we announce. :) 

Yours Truly,