August 9th

The next few posts will be different. I must write about everything going on, but I cant quit post them  ill be saving them and then once I can post It will be titled on the date that I write them :)

I have been 

EXHAUSTED

like cant get out of bed

EXHAUSTED

like im falling asleep in my bowl of cereal

EXHAUSTED..

I think you get the point... just 

EXHAUSTED!

I am running to the bathroom

A LOT

after eating

after sitting 

after walking

after talking

I need to pee 

ALL THE TIME!!!

My chest hurts..

NO TOUCHY!!

NO HUGS 

NO FUNNY BUSINESS

But I thought.. Im working to much, Im obviously drinking to much, and my period is around the corner. Then something crazy happened..

I got emotional.

I was working with Juan, and we were watching a movie when i looked up at him and BAM!

It happened... I started crying.. just like that. Nothing happened. Nothing to cry about. Yet here I was crying. And whats worse? I CANT STOP IT! 

I look up at Juan and his face of awe makes me laugh! 

So there I am crying and laugh at the same time!

I have no clue why!!! 

I cant control it.

Juan tries to comfort me by hugging me

and the more he tries the more I cry 

and the more I laugh..

It was unbelievable! 

We later where on our way home and we stopped to get a pregnancy test. I was not getting my period and after my emotional out break we knew something was up. 

I left the test on the bathroom counter and stood by the door as Juan walked in to tell me that..... 

Yours Truly,