... She changes every day. She is getting so big , and Im not sure where time has gone. Three months exactly to the day. I cant stop taking pictures of her every moment. She makes all these funny faces. and each time she does the face its always a little different. And I can't miss a single moment of it. :) I am fully and absolutely in love with little bundle of pooping joy. The kitchen is a mess, evidence that my family was here for bachlorette night is all over the living room but Im sitting here in silence in my room listing to her in her room as she rocks herself to sleep. The is no better sound at night then the humming and lip smacking and occasional loud AH from Kais room. She is perfect. I know its cheesy. But it changes you. The moment you hold that baby.. you are changed. Nothing is the same. I knew I loved Juan, but now I know that I really love him.
She is such a daddys girl... Which makes me jelouse .... but most of all it swells my heart up. I see the way she looks at him, the way she smiles at him when he isnt looking, the way she follows him around the room and the pure joy of seeing him. :)
I swear I would never ever be a chessy lame mom. But I see my little gal and I cant help but be just that!
Love baby Kai... your perfect..
Yours Truly,
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