Im happy..
I cant wait...
for what??
well here is my "small" list of to do's as soon as Kai gets here.
- TAN!!! agg I hate my nice white pale legs... I cant wait to get some color back in me.
- Beer!! ahh jk jk no no not beer.. ;)
- Bending over. I dont know if I hit that to soon, but I can no longer bend over comfortably.
- Being fit... yes yes I have become slightly obsessed with my body.. i just miss its old ways ok!
- Wearing normal clothes! I miss my big star jeans...
- Shopping for myself... although I think I will never again do this. I just feel that the money could go to better uses for Makailas things.. such as a juicy couture outfit from TJ max!!!! YES YES?
- Spending more time with family... ok being pregnant is rough. Im sleeping all the time. So I rarely get out to see my family.. cant wait to take Layla out on a walk with baby girl.
- Throw away those rotten TUMS!!!! GOOD BYE HEART BURN! Im going to celebrate by getting myself a full pizza from Costco and eating it all by myself!!
- Going to dye my hair again.. Ive been itching for a change in the hair department. im thinking Yellow?? Na jk But really I want it dyed now!
There is much to add to this list, but I cant think of them now.
Update on the weekend... NOTHING!!!
Hubs and I sat in bed ALL (no joke) all day! We watched movies and cuddled. And indulged ourselves with yummy foods of all kind.
Sunday we obviously went out to church and hung out with the fam.
As we lay in bed though, I opened up to hubby about my fear of baby having any problems like Nina... I told him of my experience the other day and how I felt awful after. I was getting to the point where I was telling him that I will never be fully ready for whats to come... but that I know that if kai is special.. and I mean nina type special.... then we together will be fine. He held my belly with one hand as we lay on our sides.. and with the other he held my face.. and said "Amor, I love her.. and I love you.. We will be ok with whatever comes our way as long as we have faith. But ill be honest with you... I dont think we have done anything amazing enough to be that blessed yet." Wise word... He is right... I havent done enough to show my Heavenly Father that I am worthy for such a great calling. How I love hubs.. He is so loving and sweet.. and understanding of all my fears. Im lucky.
We paid the first payment for the DAT class... Its been quit a few days as far as figuring out finances. A tad stressful. In the next few months we have to pay for school, DAT class, DAT test, A LOT of baby things such as crib, stroller, car seat,etc and bills... no fun growing up is it? As usual, Hubby got frustrated with how much is on our plate...then we remembered this quote....
"It isn’t as bad as you sometimes think it is. It all works out. Don’t worry. I say that to myself every morning. It will all work out. If you do your best, it will all work out. Put your trust in God, and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us. He will not forsake us. … If we will put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers." - Gordon B. Hinckley..
Just some food for thought...
Yours Truly,
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